Thursday, October 21, 2010

To my daddy


To my daddy i miss you so to my daddy i use to fear you to my daddy you use to hurt my mom to my daddy you use to call me names to my daddy even when you hurt us we still loved you so to my daddy we knew you did not mean to do what you did to my daddy we knew you were sick to my daddy you have missed out on seeing your baby boy have a baby girl to my daddy you would have loved her so to my daddy we knew it was time for you to go but it still hurts our hearts to see you not around to my daddy we loved you and cared for you even when you seem to not care but we knew better to my daddy you will be in our hearts and we will never forget you love your baby girl Rachael

Those that did not know


to thoses that did not know I lived in a home that seem ok from the outside to thoses that did not know my father was a man that was high most of the time to thoses that did not know i lived in fear most of my life to thoses that did not know my mother was just as scared to those that did not know the last four years full of hate and worry to thoses that did not know my father was a man that hit and yelled to those that did not know my mother wore his marks to thoses that did not know we still loved him so to thoses that did not know he die too soon to thoses that did not know that even though he is gone we still feel him near to thoses that did not know i am doing better to thoses that did not know my life has changed to those that did not know drugs changed my life it has also changed a lot of people just like me so keep in mind if you see anything that is not right say something before it is too late this is to those that did not know

The Devil within my home

The Devil use to live in my home taking over our lives The Devil would come once a month in the form of pills The Devil would turn my father into one of his slaves The Devil made him trip and run into walls The Devil was always waiting to hit again The Devil would change my father into a man that hit and yelled The Devil made my mother lost and scared The Devil would strike at night and give me a big fright The Devil made it hard to sleep through the night The Devil within my home was so strong that we lived in fear of death The Devil was in my home for Four long years The Devil would win over my father and take his life Now the Devil is gone nothing to fear But the Devil still feels near The Devil has left its mark in my life The Devil was like a fire that was hard to put out because it always started up again The Devil has hit more then my home there are others just like mine Still waiting for the devil to leave them behind