Monday, November 22, 2010

The Tic


The tic i have can cause me pain

The tic comes and goes

The tic is like a sneeze or a cough

The tic i have sometimes takes over me

The tic once started is hard to get it to stop

The tic loves to attack at night just to keep me up

The tic I have makes my body so tight that i sometimes cry

The tic makes me wish it would stop

The tic I have some people think it is all in my head but is not

The tic I is a nightmare to deal with but do deal with it and that is all that matters

The tic will always be hard for me

The tic i hope one day will go

But for now The tic i have is part of my life so don't laugh at me when you see me have a tic

Thursday, October 21, 2010

To my daddy


To my daddy i miss you so to my daddy i use to fear you to my daddy you use to hurt my mom to my daddy you use to call me names to my daddy even when you hurt us we still loved you so to my daddy we knew you did not mean to do what you did to my daddy we knew you were sick to my daddy you have missed out on seeing your baby boy have a baby girl to my daddy you would have loved her so to my daddy we knew it was time for you to go but it still hurts our hearts to see you not around to my daddy we loved you and cared for you even when you seem to not care but we knew better to my daddy you will be in our hearts and we will never forget you love your baby girl Rachael

Those that did not know


to thoses that did not know I lived in a home that seem ok from the outside to thoses that did not know my father was a man that was high most of the time to thoses that did not know i lived in fear most of my life to thoses that did not know my mother was just as scared to those that did not know the last four years full of hate and worry to thoses that did not know my father was a man that hit and yelled to those that did not know my mother wore his marks to thoses that did not know we still loved him so to thoses that did not know he die too soon to thoses that did not know that even though he is gone we still feel him near to thoses that did not know i am doing better to thoses that did not know my life has changed to those that did not know drugs changed my life it has also changed a lot of people just like me so keep in mind if you see anything that is not right say something before it is too late this is to those that did not know

The Devil within my home

The Devil use to live in my home taking over our lives The Devil would come once a month in the form of pills The Devil would turn my father into one of his slaves The Devil made him trip and run into walls The Devil was always waiting to hit again The Devil would change my father into a man that hit and yelled The Devil made my mother lost and scared The Devil would strike at night and give me a big fright The Devil made it hard to sleep through the night The Devil within my home was so strong that we lived in fear of death The Devil was in my home for Four long years The Devil would win over my father and take his life Now the Devil is gone nothing to fear But the Devil still feels near The Devil has left its mark in my life The Devil was like a fire that was hard to put out because it always started up again The Devil has hit more then my home there are others just like mine Still waiting for the devil to leave them behind

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Life



Life is wonderful to see

Life is a joy for you and me

Life is also full of worries and hate

Life is of love we cant wait

Life is of sadness that we want to leave behind

Life is of the Lord

Life is for you and me

Life is what it is wait and see

Life has no end in sight so hold on tight to what you beleive

Life is the way it should be

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Sunrise



Sunrise to all to see the new day that God gave to me


Sunrise to all to see how it shows what God can see


Sunrise to all to see that the day has begun and so have we


Sunrise to all to see the wonderful butterflies in the trees


Sunrise to all to see what God has shown to me


Sunrise to all to see that God has made us free


Sunrise to all to see the love with in thee

Saturday, August 15, 2009

My Life with You


my life with you
 
My life with you has been hard my life with you has been short my life with you will always be my love my life without you would never be my life is yours my Lord forever will it be in you arms My life has been changed forever cause of all your love Lord My life is yours Lord I love you in my life and i will never live without you my Lord